can i keep a PUPPY OR a PANDA!!! 

can i keep it!!!!!!???? CAN I?

please mummy ~!!! 

please :((((

我的生命

只差一只狗就完美了。

just had a war with the M.A.T.H army.

K.O! MATH WON!

SHIT!

SHIT!

SHIT!

stupid math.

you know right 

i have an unnatural fear of bugs.

today,

i wore my shoe as usual

then, suddenly something tickled my toe.

there is something in my shoe.???

i took it off.

i looked ,very calmly down at my shoe.VRY CALMLY!

AH!!!! 

THERE IS SOMETHING IN BLACK  IN MY SHOE!!!!!

i screamed like hell.

hahahahaha! my daddy kena shocked.!!!

funny!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahahahhahahah!

then my dad took the bug away.

hahahaha.

my hero! muacks muacks!

fear of shoe = shoe phobia?

aunt is coming over this weekend 

yeah yeah, 

i can feel the taste of milk tea in my mouth right now.

sleeppyyyyyy.. O.O

I MISS YOU :)))

EH EH EH!

did anyone saw the super lightning last night.

i saw the spark hitting in front of my house.

ya ya, bad news again.

i just got my chemistry result.

It suck!!! KNS!

they told me the result is quite good already

at least dont have to do 3 times correction.

don't have to be so sad.

mid year ba liao ma!

but,

i know i can do better than that. :(

feel like crying.

sakit hati tau!

and now, i am one step away from my 3.OO. :(((

NOOooooooo!!!

come on la,guys.

just admit that you not studying hard enough.

don't tell me you are unlucky, you have forgotten

you have given up bla bla bla..

BuLLSHIT!

don't give excuses for your laziness.

the day we step in stpm,

we all know that we will all suffer.

SO STOP MAKING EXCUSE AND GO FOR IT!

okay,

i promise i am going to study harder next time!

i vomited last night.

the stupid weather la

makes me sick.

hot and cold and hot and suddenly cold.

mood swing. omg! the sky is having PMS! 

i just found a really cool website

literally hundreds of thousands of free books are available on that website.

yeah! i can read it without buying it!

I just download the MIDNIGHT SUN to my galaxy tab,

one of the unpublished twilight series.

this book retelling from Edward's point of view

is different from the other books in the series.

i am going to read it after mid term.

cant wait !!!!

math paper tomorrow.

math was my sweetest dream 

when i am in secondary school.

and now

math is my worse nightmare!

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

stomachache :(((

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

MAMA!

YOU'RE EVEN AWESOME UPSIDE DOWN!

I have a great mom

and i love her.

i went to a birthday party today.

wow. that rich auntie's house is so damn big

semi bungalow, at horizon hill.

i don't know the price of the house la, 

but sound like it's expensive.

my dream house! :))

i am going to stay there someday.

and design my own house.

and set up my own private mini cinema!!!!

hahahahaha. i am so excited now!

crazy liao.

and you know what!!!!

i am getting fat!!!!

i can't wear my skinny jean anymore!

OMG OMG OMG!

fat girl with small breast 

OMG OMG OMG!

i don't want to live anymore.

after that boring party,

i went to jusco AGN!

haiyo, i go there almost every Saturday!

i am craving for rocky!

lousy jusco! din't sell rocky!

since they don't sell rocky

so i brought Gap

 coated with strawberry flavor!!

wahahaha!

stress stress stress.

i love exam, 

but i hate exam ,at the same time.

no homework no tuition during the week of exams

but have to study :(((

My two weeks without my hp!

hahahaha,

i am officially a Tarzan from jungle .

i am so cool! right right!

5 more papers to go!

FIGHTING! 

god only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts go

you're the only one that i want.

睡不着

睡不着

我只要想到

chemistry paper

我就睡不着

天啊

我的零啊

还有我的aufbau's rule啊！

还有刚想到的trigonal planer!

哭死也没用

这几天

压力大的有点受不了

明明就很懒惰

却自我要求高

读不完，

就睡不着

读不懂

就心不爽

哈哈哈

然后

我觉得我太可爱了

我既然因为天气太热而大哭

我既然因为没喝到珍珠奶茶而大哭

说真的

我花了很多时间在chemistry

我希望分数一直像去年到今年一样

保持60分以上

也因为一句话

我要为了chemistry努力

就是老师做了

不知道什么报告啦

然后以去年大考的分数来

分析你拿到stpm的成绩

我的老师既然给我70分咧！

我真的很感动

因为70，太难

尽力

我会尽力

老师能看得起我

我真的真的很欣慰

至少不像有些长颈鹿一样

一点都不高却要装的很高

看偏全世界

尽力

我会尽力

我真的会尽力。

读了那么多年书

大家都说不可以临时抱佛脚

我说

我就是太早读

所以才什么都不记得

谁敢在说临时抱佛脚不好

我一定杀了他！

哈哈哈哈

哈哈哈

I' AM

the best doctor!

想到biology还有5个chapter还没读

就感觉世界也太无聊了吧

不管

玩tetris 先！

哈哈哈

等下

要和老婆，xf，powe ranger PK!

我要偷偷练习

哈哈哈

23分

RIP吧

不要回来找你的分数朋友了

我会好好照顾他们

给他们我全部的爱的。

i was studying PA just now.

kepentingan sektor pelancongan.

bla bla bla.....

menyumbang kepada sektor ekonomi negara...

bla bla bla...

 "oh i see i seee!"

bla bla bla..

mengekalkan alam semula jadi...

bla bl bla...

"really? mmmm...''

then, next page

pelancongan ada kesan negatifnya.

bla bla bla...

meningkatkan kes-kes jenayah di negara kita.

bla bla bla...

"ok"

bla bla bla..

kemusnahan alam sekitaran..

bla bl bl...wat!

"HUH!!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!"

walao,

what's wrong with this book!

IS KESAN POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE!!!

is the writer having dual character?!!

 %$%#$%&^&*!!!!!!!!!!

PEKCEK!

i cant concentrate when studying!

I CANT CONCENTRATE!!!!!!

:((((((

I think i am going insane .

thank god it's Friday!

ponteng today.

i feel miserable.

i think i gonna be sick

i keep having bad headaches everyday.

and cant sleep at night.

and cant get out of my bed in the morning

INSOMNIA & DYSANIA!!!!!!

last tue,

i went to first aid competition as a marshal..

good experience,

learnt a lot of new things.

that reminds me so much of my secondary school days.

i miss those days

when we were still learning how to balut this and that 

I MISS LIAN, YING, HONG,& NOVIN!:(((

and,

those boys are so cute.

at first they were so serious,

but then it was so cute and funny 

see them how to calm themselves down

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

especially,

in the waiting room  

while waiting for the community section.

the room macam pasar malam!!!!

they keep calling me mom,

21 years old boys called me mom = =!

"mummy mummy,XXX...."

HAHAHAHA!

it's nice to know them.

come on,

asking for Facebook 

it doesn't mean they like me!

so please STOP SUAN ME LE LA!

exam NEXT WEEK!!

good luck to me!

can't wait for my holidays!

GENTING, WAIT FOR ME! :)))))

Big sunny day today

the weather makes me sleepy

Haiz...i am kinda blue now

Monday blue? maybe.

last day of April

April , April, April  

why time flies so fast.

mum told me

things don't always go as planned,

As we grow older, things go complicated.

cause you have you own way of thinking

so as others.

they might not listen to you.

oh god! 

how much i wish i was a bad girl

at least i can do things i like

things i want to do.

even though the rest of the world may disagree.

i have a small heart

and won't fit more than one thing.

i cant do multiple task at a time.

so please don't ask me to do this and that at a time.

everything depends on my mood.

happy=80% done

so so= 40% done

unhappy=10% done

mum said

i am a super sotong.

last week,

i forgot to bring my breakfast to school.

but i remember my bottle.

this morning,

i forgot my bottle 

but this time i remember to bring my breakfast.

see! a cureless diseases!

i am hopeless!

so don't expect too much from me,

i might let you down. 

haiyo!
why cant i have a peaceful life!

GREAT!
troubling will find me
no matter where i go!!!
trouble is a friend of mine now >.<

sorry for being such a lousy person

but what to do

this is who i am.

it's raining!

Yeahhhh!

i love staring at the rain

i donno why,

maybe i was a rain god in my past life.

hahahahaha!

i love rain rain rain....!

yesterday,

my uncle asked about my studies

he said his nieces and nephews

none of them went to STPM

cause STPM is tougher than university.

after listening to what my uncle said

WA! sure boh?

i am proud of myself then

i am proud to be a stpm student.

i am challenging myself.!!

i am tougher than anyone else.

but it's true la.

look at me!

a young girl with messy hair,

having terrible skin problem,

i look like a zombie.

STUDY LIKE NO LIFE!

no more freedom :((((

no more freedom!!!!!!!!

but u gotta work hard for it

even if you gonna feel pain right..

so i must tahan, 

for my parent and for my future.

first thing to do after stpm

gonna get myself for a haircut!

Dear Mr.M,

i am sorry for lying to you

i told you

i don't want

i don't want

i don't want

but u refuse to listen

and you gave me no choice.

i am sorry 

sososo sorry

for what i said to you

and sorry

if i hurt your feelings.

but

i hate it 

when people force me to do things i don't want to do.

and i really don't like it.

SORRY LAH!! :(((

don't feel like going to school tomorrow

but boh bian

have to pass my stupid muet pin no to teacher.

why can't the school be more attractive?

haiyoooooooo!

when a boy is in love

you can see it in his eyes

i can see it in your eyes...