have i found you?

or lost you?

when i first saw this earpiece

i was like 

OMG so cute lahhh....!!!

can i buy this ? can i buy this?

after i brought it home

and i was

hmmm...why i brought you home

i dont even have a phone!!!!! = =...

i miss my friends so much!

yeepeeeee!

yeepeeeeeee!!

guess what!

i had my math 2 paper today

without revising.

not even reading a single page

BIG APPLAUSE FOR ME!

i know i am a brave girl!

hehehehe, ty ty!

the paper today wasn't that difficult.

at least i wrote something on it.

i wonder if i can get 40 above or not!

amithaba! pray hard! amithaba!

haiz...

i am going to let miss.lim down this time.

i am soorryyy!

she's a nice teacher.

look at the disappointed look on her face..

sakit hate again....

i am totally giving up my last two papers.

great, sound like me.

give up at the last minute,

this's just so typical of me.

anyway,

i am in good mood today

if blue is a sad color

then i shall call today as Monday yellow!

pure,bright and sunny yellow.

yellow means joy and happiness.

and i like yellow!

i'm happy because

i have just finished reading midnight sun, partially

and this's the reason why i sat for my exam

without any sense of guilty.

i went through my exam with only one thing in my mind.

MIDNIGHT SUN!!!!!

i am so so so obsessed with this book

or i am sort of mad right now ?

the book was like a magnet,

keep calling me , come read me come read me!

walao! i cant focus lah..

give up!

mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de!

hahahahahahaha.....

when i reading it,

feel like i am in love.

my heart is full of love 

LOVE LOVE LOVE!

♥♥♥!!!!

wish i could found someone like him.

gentleman,cute

rich, good looking,

sweet and most important faithful.

perfect guy. :)))

but i am not her.

this is just a imaginary story.

myth. daydreaming again...

WAKE UP GIRL!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

i am going to sleep early tonight

9:00pm

just like last night.

my mum kept nagging at me.

why i didnt study for my exam 

bla bla bla.....

then i answered,

mum you know why

coz i am clever, dont have to study dddddd...!

hahahahaha !

好久没有那么迟来

写写东西说说心里话

刚和朋友出去

带着一本数学书

去了mamak档

他们已经习惯了

我的书就像我的钱包

哈哈哈哈

现在的我

在想着什么

朋友

朋友到底是什么？

是不是打声招呼

就算是朋友？

是不是在Facebook按个同意

就算是朋友？

朋友会不会

在你又困难时

不管是什么都会帮助你？

朋友会不会

在你难过时

即使过的很快乐

但是一旦看到你的眼泪

自己也会哭？

朋友

我对朋友的定义又是什么

我也不知道

我才不过18

说人生经验

很难让人相信

就连我自己也觉得自己的定义

有点年轻带点青涩

我觉得朋友

就是突然做起某件事

就会想起那位朋友

我觉得朋友

就是快乐时

想跟朋友分享

我觉得朋友

就是自己走错路时

朋友会拉你一把

但是决定不会计较

我觉得朋友

就是可以给你温暖的人

不是为了什么

简单的想跟那位朋友在一起

现在的我

朋友家人都很重要

我

一切感性胜任理性

所以

对于我

一旦情字

被打破

那就真的很难修复

就像哥哥

就像他

就像你

本来

是身边很重要的人

我可以对你又笑

我可以把整颗心掏出来

对你坦诚。

但是

不知道是什么

可能是给予彼此的情不够深

可能给的太多

所以

只要有点大风大浪

就分散了。

然后

可能像挽回一些什么

但是

对方却给予一点点冷淡

但是

自己的自尊却不肯低头

那我的心

就会告诉我

停手，停手

所以

我才不喜欢

人家冷冷的看我

没有笑容。

那我的笑容

也不会留给你

我以为你会是我的好朋友

可以很自由的告诉你

我的快乐伤心

可以跟你一起体验人生

但是

从你开始玩陌生游戏时

你就不再是给予温暖给我的人

我的陌生游戏

也就正式开始。

我不要你的忽冷忽热

你说

我了解你

那就坦诚点

不需要这么做

一旦

情字

有了裂缝

我开始让心城了围了高高的墙

要嘛

你就放下所有

勇敢直冲打破围墙

要嘛

你就带着所有离开

我的朋友不多

但是每个都很长久

陪伴了我很多开了伤心的日子

你们的温暖让我很感动

Friendship is like peeing on yourself

everyone can see it 

but only you can feel the warmth it brings. :)))))

0104

眼睛好累

哭了太多

那个韩国戏

太悲伤了

can i keep a PUPPY OR a PANDA!!! 

can i keep it!!!!!!???? CAN I?

please mummy ~!!! 

please :((((

我的生命

只差一只狗就完美了。

just had a war with the M.A.T.H army.

K.O! MATH WON!

SHIT!

SHIT!

SHIT!

stupid math.

you know right 

i have an unnatural fear of bugs.

today,

i wore my shoe as usual

then, suddenly something tickled my toe.

there is something in my shoe.???

i took it off.

i looked ,very calmly down at my shoe.VRY CALMLY!

AH!!!! 

THERE IS SOMETHING IN BLACK  IN MY SHOE!!!!!

i screamed like hell.

hahahahaha! my daddy kena shocked.!!!

funny!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahahahhahahah!

then my dad took the bug away.

hahahaha.

my hero! muacks muacks!

fear of shoe = shoe phobia?

aunt is coming over this weekend 

yeah yeah, 

i can feel the taste of milk tea in my mouth right now.

sleeppyyyyyy.. O.O

I MISS YOU :)))

EH EH EH!

did anyone saw the super lightning last night.

i saw the spark hitting in front of my house.

ya ya, bad news again.

i just got my chemistry result.

It suck!!! KNS!

they told me the result is quite good already

at least dont have to do 3 times correction.

don't have to be so sad.

mid year ba liao ma!

but,

i know i can do better than that. :(

feel like crying.

sakit hati tau!

and now, i am one step away from my 3.OO. :(((

NOOooooooo!!!

come on la,guys.

just admit that you not studying hard enough.

don't tell me you are unlucky, you have forgotten

you have given up bla bla bla..

BuLLSHIT!

don't give excuses for your laziness.

the day we step in stpm,

we all know that we will all suffer.

SO STOP MAKING EXCUSE AND GO FOR IT!

okay,

i promise i am going to study harder next time!

i vomited last night.

the stupid weather la

makes me sick.

hot and cold and hot and suddenly cold.

mood swing. omg! the sky is having PMS! 

i just found a really cool website

literally hundreds of thousands of free books are available on that website.

yeah! i can read it without buying it!

I just download the MIDNIGHT SUN to my galaxy tab,

one of the unpublished twilight series.

this book retelling from Edward's point of view

is different from the other books in the series.

i am going to read it after mid term.

cant wait !!!!

math paper tomorrow.

math was my sweetest dream 

when i am in secondary school.

and now

math is my worse nightmare!

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

stomachache :(((

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

MAMA!

YOU'RE EVEN AWESOME UPSIDE DOWN!

I have a great mom

and i love her.

i went to a birthday party today.

wow. that rich auntie's house is so damn big

semi bungalow, at horizon hill.

i don't know the price of the house la, 

but sound like it's expensive.

my dream house! :))

i am going to stay there someday.

and design my own house.

and set up my own private mini cinema!!!!

hahahahaha. i am so excited now!

crazy liao.

and you know what!!!!

i am getting fat!!!!

i can't wear my skinny jean anymore!

OMG OMG OMG!

fat girl with small breast 

OMG OMG OMG!

i don't want to live anymore.

after that boring party,

i went to jusco AGN!

haiyo, i go there almost every Saturday!

i am craving for rocky!

lousy jusco! din't sell rocky!

since they don't sell rocky

so i brought Gap

 coated with strawberry flavor!!

wahahaha!

stress stress stress.

i love exam, 

but i hate exam ,at the same time.

no homework no tuition during the week of exams

but have to study :(((

My two weeks without my hp!

hahahaha,

i am officially a Tarzan from jungle .

i am so cool! right right!

5 more papers to go!

FIGHTING! 

god only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts go

you're the only one that i want.

睡不着

睡不着

我只要想到

chemistry paper

我就睡不着

天啊

我的零啊

还有我的aufbau's rule啊！

还有刚想到的trigonal planer!

哭死也没用

这几天

压力大的有点受不了

明明就很懒惰

却自我要求高

读不完，

就睡不着

读不懂

就心不爽

哈哈哈

然后

我觉得我太可爱了

我既然因为天气太热而大哭

我既然因为没喝到珍珠奶茶而大哭

说真的

我花了很多时间在chemistry

我希望分数一直像去年到今年一样

保持60分以上

也因为一句话

我要为了chemistry努力

就是老师做了

不知道什么报告啦

然后以去年大考的分数来

分析你拿到stpm的成绩

我的老师既然给我70分咧！

我真的很感动

因为70，太难

尽力

我会尽力

老师能看得起我

我真的真的很欣慰

至少不像有些长颈鹿一样

一点都不高却要装的很高

看偏全世界

尽力

我会尽力

我真的会尽力。

读了那么多年书

大家都说不可以临时抱佛脚

我说

我就是太早读

所以才什么都不记得

谁敢在说临时抱佛脚不好

我一定杀了他！

哈哈哈哈

哈哈哈

I' AM

the best doctor!

想到biology还有5个chapter还没读

就感觉世界也太无聊了吧

不管

玩tetris 先！

哈哈哈

等下

要和老婆，xf，powe ranger PK!

我要偷偷练习

哈哈哈

23分

RIP吧

不要回来找你的分数朋友了

我会好好照顾他们

给他们我全部的爱的。

i was studying PA just now.

kepentingan sektor pelancongan.

bla bla bla.....

menyumbang kepada sektor ekonomi negara...

bla bla bla...

 "oh i see i seee!"

bla bla bla..

mengekalkan alam semula jadi...

bla bl bla...

"really? mmmm...''

then, next page

pelancongan ada kesan negatifnya.

bla bla bla...

meningkatkan kes-kes jenayah di negara kita.

bla bla bla...

"ok"

bla bla bla..

kemusnahan alam sekitaran..

bla bl bl...wat!

"HUH!!!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!"

walao,

what's wrong with this book!

IS KESAN POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE!!!

is the writer having dual character?!!

 %$%#$%&^&*!!!!!!!!!!

PEKCEK!

i cant concentrate when studying!

I CANT CONCENTRATE!!!!!!

:((((((

I think i am going insane .