其实在你的心里 

我并没我想象中那么重要吧 

突然觉得 心好痛 

可能是肚子饿了

yea, 

happiness comes uninvited

happiness goes unannounced.

i have been having these mixed and unknown feelings

no words can describe how i feel

happy? nervous? sad? guilty?

i don't know.

 it's Friday 

and i am unhappy without reason.

don't feel like talking.

i just want to shut my mouth up.

and block my ear 

so i wont hear what you have to say.

it happens all the time

every time when i am really looking forward to something.

thing might not end up as expected.

and now, i am scared.

similar thing will happen again, 

i knew, i always knew.

it's like a curse a spell.

i should be happy.

i brought a nice dress

except that i look fat in that dress.

and i get myself a charming prom date.

and i am not forced to found one

like what i did to my friends.

and i am going to the prom night tomorrow.

nothing will go wrong.

ya, i should be happy

but why, why i feel so moody :(((

i feel like all my happy hormones had been used up.

after Saturday,

everything will back to normal

back to my bored-no life-terrible life.

Life is so full of unpredictable beauty and strange surprises.

when something is just too beautiful

it's like a meteor shot across my sky

and suddenly everything was on fire

there was brilliancy

there was beauty

but when the meteor had fallen over the horizon

everything went black

nothing had changed

but my eyes were blinded by the light

i couldn't see the stars that used to appear on my dark night sky anymore.

cheerio, my friends 

本来

一片平静的湖面

来了一艘小船

湖上变得

繁华喧闹

湖面起了小浪

澎湃的小浪

船的经过

模糊了湖底

但是船走了

湖面回到平静

湖底又浮现了

就好象什么也没发生过

就好象快乐来了

然后又被带走

剩下的也只有心酸。

我的心情就像这湖。

yep!

i am going to the prom!

my first prom night

no dancing,please!!

i cant dance!

if you want me to dance

i'll just die.

my prom date,

thankssss :))

i own you that.

please forgive me :(

i will always live in this guilt.

always.

happy father's day!

happy father's day, my king :)))

oh god!

i miss my long hair lahhhh

Wenn,

stop crying!

Please don't go, boy :'(

i wish i could be like her. :))

like a star shining brightly on her world.

现在早上1123

把时间写下来

那么以后

再看这一次

我就能想象这时候的画面

外面太阳早就挂天边

环境的温度我想一定有30度

空气还是一样

不能以清新来形容

我在房间里

开着冷气

冲了一杯milo

本来想喝咖啡

但是我不知道咖啡在哪

还是已经被我喝完了？

还是3合1咖啡好喝

就算我没品味

但是外面那些咖啡就是没有我的咖啡香

今天是周末

但是我己经起来了

不像我的我

一大早载了小刘去看电影约会

我都没那么好命

然后去帮爸爸买了些东西

本来想买早餐的

但是我没有想吃东西的欲望

本来想趁这个难得的早上

到楼下跑步

我好久好久没这么做了

几年了吧

但是NO!

我一出房门我就会溶掉

我想这几天我应该吸够VITAMIN D了吧

现在的我

一个人在家

其他做工的做工

约会的约会

而我

没做工

也没约会

在家当大王

我说

电影里

如果亲人发生什么事

自己都会有感觉

然后

电影会很夸张的演

好像不小心割到手

还是杯子碎满地

昨天我的故事

就像那样

我和妈妈同一个下午

一起，母女同心

发生了小车祸

只是不同的事

是我坐别人的车

而她撞别人的车

我突然间

相信这世界

很多东西可以把它想成巧合

也可以想成冥冥中安排

明天是父亲节吧

是不是啊？

最近

爸爸身体不好

他老了很多很多

尤其是早上看着他

有了公公的身影

看了都心疼

今年还是一样

不会亲自跟他说我爱他

不会送任何礼物

我会用我的所有报答他

刚跟一位很好很好的朋友聊天

现在的他应该过的很好

那里的生活多么精彩

现在的年代

要找个纯友谊的朋友

好难

不是有女朋友

就是把你当女朋友

还好

我有他

陪我玩

我说

我要找陪我玩吵架的

好久没有人陪我吵吵架了

生活好无趣哦

哈哈哈

如果有天

你看到了

你很喜欢的东西

那就应该马上想办法拥有它

因为一生中

看到自己喜欢的东西不多

可能就那么一次

哈哈哈

这个理由

是不是够充足让我买下它？

鞋鞋！

hey there!

i'm back

from nowhere.

i decided to cut my hair short

well,i wish i had never cut it!

It was cut way too short

and way shorter than I'd asked for....horrible!!!

okay okay!

i can only blame myself!

i shouldn't have told the young-gay barber whatever!

the consequent of whatever-

you will end up like primary-school-idiot-nerdie!

ok,

it's only hair,
it will always grow back right

it's just only the matter of time

never mind,

i have plenty of time

it's okay to be ugly,

since i don't have to be pretty to please anyone

i don't owe prettiness to anyone.

Prettiness is not a rent you pay for occupying a space marked "female".

i get all my mid-term exam's result.stupid result!

one precious mark took my 3 away!

AAaahhhh...what a powerful one mark!!!!

my 33333333.... :(((

kill me before i do it myself!

it's durian season

i ate a lot

when i say a lot, i mean A LOTTT!!!

and, dang!

baby ulcer came to mama :(((

There's a time for everyone if they only learn

That the twisting kaleidoscope moves us all in turn

There's a rhyme and reason to the wild outdoors 

When the heart of this star-crossed voyager beats in time with yours :)

Nicholas Sparks -ing...

外面天气

虽然有点炎热

并不适合伤心的气氛

而我也没有伤心的心情

今天早上的天空

很漂亮

我在副驾驶位上

看着这条道路

走了不久

应该快要一年了吧

我应该也熟悉了

当太阳打破黑暗

它在天空耀出不同的光芒

红红的天空

还有小小的云朵

这些云朵好像电视里

童话故事里的天空一样

像棉花糖

感觉我就是里面的天使

可以一跳就到云朵上睡觉

我想在这条路上也只有我

每天那么闲情的看着天空

我说

朋友

你们替我开心吗

因为

现在的我

终于拥有一个完整的心

那天的我

也替自己感到开心

冲动 :))))

冲动是给

有时间有能力的人

实行的

another sleepless night

another night of reading.

We met and we talked and it was epic. 

But the sun came up and reality set in.

*The sense of smell will most likely become vestigial for humans, or no longer function!

seriously?

then it's OK to fang pi in front of people! hahahah!

*Butter was the first food product allowed by law to have artificial coloring. 

It is completely white in its natural state. 

wow, i didn't know that = =

*Salvador Dali would wake himself up the moment 

he fell asleep to capture and paint surreal dream images. 

i don't really like his painting especially the persistence of memory!

it's look scary! everything melts. eeewwww!

*Cats are lactose intolerant. 

As a general rule, they shouldn't drink milk. 

then what should it drinks?

beer? cola? coffer!!!

OMG FACTS!

i saw the sun rise

i heard the birds sang

i heard people ran down the stairs 

and the early morning sun lit up my room.

It is six o'clock in the morning,

i stayed up all night to read this book  :)))


zhen de tai hao kan le!!!!!!