God knows what is going happen

but I don't 

it is like holding a small candle in a dark room

all you can see is the things around you

nothing further than that

you step a step forward

then you realized there is a table there

and then another step

ohhh, there is a door there.

somehow I looked back to the past

it is feel like they were meant to happen

so I can be who I am right now

so I can be where I am right now

good or bad

everyone's life is like a story book

the ending is fixed

no matter you read it or not

no matter which book you read

the author of the book had already put down the full stop.

unchangeable

it just waiting for you to read.

I wonder 

who am I going to be after 10 years

what is my ending?

and only God knows.