20151202


things are getting a bit out of control 
it's not that i cant control the environment
its my brain that i cant control


trying to stay relax like how i have used to 
chill, and relax
there is always a solution for everything
a rainbow after rain


measure the time and plan the future over and over again 
okay, lets get these done today
so we can do those tomorrow
calculating over and over again


should have use the time to finish my work
rather than planning to finish my work





so, had a great lecture today

Dr said

do you know
do you know your generation will be the first generation 
that could not make it to your 70
scientist have spend over centuries to expand our life from 30 to 70
yet our next generation is going to die before 70 
and back to the starting point
because of hypertension, diabetes and CHD
not because of any other thing, just because we ate too much

do you know
do you know your next generation will live like a cave man
where all the people will die from infection
cave man has a short life
because they have no antibiotic, and even a small cut can kill them

we do have different kind of antibiotic
we will still die from infection though
because nowadays, people are abusing the usage of antibiotic
even a minor illness which is not caused by virus
they will still request for antibiotic

then, virus wanna to live too
they evolved and evolved
which turned them into supervirus
and we cant kill them with our antibiotic anymore



supervirus is here in this world now
in china which is not very far from us


take care and enjoy your cave life, my dear. 












20151201




像个小气筒
容量不多
度量不大

所以越沉越深
就越来越来溺毙


午餐不快乐
晚餐不快乐
睡觉也不快乐





相信不代表喜欢
而沉默不代表接纳


有些事不知道好过知道
知不知道






功课没完没了
快快放假好不好