my second medal form EC. :)))

good evening, Homosapien. 

i am sick again.

i have no idea how my body could possible see the calendar,

why so hmag hamg ho on the first day of my holiday!

sore throat 

runny nose

heavy head

feeling pain in arms and legs

i wish i never woke up this morning

so i don't have to deal with this uncomfortable feeling whole day.

stupid!

i have been busy today.

cleaning up up the house,especially my room.

papers,books,clothes everywhere.

i am good in mess things up

i am good in tidy things up,too

watched running man!

Big Bang as the guests in running man!

i should have watched this episode long time ago.

TOP looks so innocent and shy. 

hehehehe, my vegetable.

but i prefer GD , he loooks so cuteeee.

when he want to track HAHA down

CUTE lah!

i have downloaded twilight series to my gt.

and the last song and the lucky one by Nicholas Sparks.

i am going to read it all this holidays.

ya, talking about novel.

shit fifty shades of grey!

wasted my time reading it.

it does mentioned erotica fiction

but i dont really know the meaning of the word -erotic.

i just read it, i thought it's just another heroic story.

since Kristen Steward liked to playing the role of Ana

till page 100+..

hell no!

i was picturing Robert and Kristen when i reading it leh!

now, Robert have became a hamsap psycho!

stupid novel!

i am going to seek for guan yin ma forgiveness

although i am going to be 19 this year,

and  i am legal to read it

but please forgive me for reading such GELI novel.

I AM NOT GOING TO CONTINUE THIS

I AM GOING TO BURN THIS BOOK!

yesterday, i met my enemy 

and my benefactor as well

my ex-sombong-addmath teacher.

he look older than the last time i saw him.

he likes to show off

showing off this showing off that.

and he was always belittle me

i don't like to being belittled.

no one likes to being belittled.

so i worked so hard 

to prove that i am stronger than he thought i was.

and my effort paid off.

maybe this is the reason 

why he said those words to me yesterday.

he said,

巧雯可以的

她pia起来很够力的

i cant believe those words came out  from his mouth

and the expression on his face.

damn! i am moved.

thanks teacher anyway

another good news from me

i finally get my very first surat amaran.

i know, nothing to be proud of.

i am not ashamed of it, though

don't you think now is the time to be adventure

when we are still young?

i want to experience everything 

so i dont have any regrets when i get older.

received surat amaran (✓)

ponteng school (✓)

scolded by headmaster (✓)

rampas my phone (✓)

and so on...

hahahaha!

fooled by my i- am-good-girl look?

bye people.

i miss you :))

EXAMS ARE OVER!

thank goodness for that and 

it's time for holidays!

ladies!

We shall celebrate tonight!

 :))))

badminton here i come!

I want to sing like the birds sing, 

not to worrying about who hears or what they think. :)))

朋友都说我小

眼睛小

耳朵小

手指小

脚板小

身体小

总之就是小

我说

我的心最小

不是不能撑船

只能空间太小

容纳不多

人会变

我就是不会变

每次都是这样

看凄凉的电影

就伤心几天

看恐怖的电影

就疑神疑鬼几天

早知道会这样

明知道会这样

就不看那部电影了

女主角的离开

男主角的眼神

我谁都不是

却好像男主角一样

心破了个洞

也不是不完美的结局啦

只是结局太触目人心

我想看到不是这个结局

至少她愿意为他留下

看了

心都心不在焉了

分了心

读书都不能专心

我的考试还没完呢

早知道就不要现在看了

妈妈了解我的不得了

我自己也非常清楚的不得了

心小

选择只有一样

读书，爱情

我放弃恋爱

发现我的理智

这肯定是对的选择

一部虚幻的电影都让我动了心

怎么碰的到的，看得的

就站在我眼前的人

我却不动于衷

可能现实就是现实

怎么能像电影里的故事一样完美

我又怎么能在现实里

找到这样刻苦铭心的故事呢

心重重的

心酸酸的

满满的

我不习惯

我不舒服

我也不喜欢

心好像失恋一样

哈哈哈

不准取笑我

我就是这样的性

几年都改不了

找了借口

用了买夜宵当借口

出去散散心

心里太过澎湃

需要冷静冷静

本来戒了快餐

可是我真的好想吃那里的冰淇淋

久久一次

这个世界也不会末日

这是最后一次了

我绝对会把它戒了

一个人

驾着一辆车

我好久没驾车了

没出去

所以也没驾车了

这个月取消完所有补习

我的快乐，你们体会不到的

就好象睡觉，不怕闹钟响

我都说了你们不会明白了

可惜只有这个月

这个月就要完了

我的闹钟又要响了

我来到了一个路口

我不确定是不是这条路

没自己一个人走过

看过爸爸走过

但也是很久之前的事了

前面的路

越来越暗

没有路灯

没有月光

只有我车那俩到只照到路的灯

之前

我很担心

那个灯太强

会影响前面的车

现在发现

其实这灯不是我想象的亮

其实也没什么

这时候

天啊！

我的头脑想起了鬼戏的桥段

这时候的我

应该往后望镜看

我的头脑不能控制我的眼睛

我真的又往后看了

以我多年的看恐怖片的经验

往回看后

我应该喊

因为后面会有XXX...

我没有喊

因为我看到

什么都没有

都说了

电影不是现实

我不是女主角

但是

那是

我真的超怕的

他们说

当你害怕时

想到的第一个人

就是住在你心里的人

我想到谁？

哈哈哈哈

我想到一张脸

另一只XXX的脸

我是希望会有另一个XXX

来跟我后座的XXX赶走吗？

然后他们变成好朋友

然后我就可以演ghost whisper?

哈哈哈哈

这条路

让我想到了一句话

我说

他们说

人想要成功

就必须要有勇气和自信

可能还要有一点好运气

勇气

我肯定没有

我妈忘了把我的胆生出来

男生要有勇气

才能突显男子气概

才有跟女生的差别

勇敢做自己想要做的事

勇敢保护自己心爱的东西

有勇气的男生，

我非常欣赏

女生要有勇气

才有与众不同

才突显有个性

才能随心所欲做自己要做的事情

不会胆怯

也不需要依赖

自己也能成功

自信

我也没有

以前连看着别人的眼睛都不能

现在虽然不再像以前一样自卑

但肯定自信不高

我记得

一位朋友说

有自信的女生最漂亮

男生应该也是一样吧

只要相信自己

才有梦想

才会实际的去做

有天才会实现

勇气自信

成功的关键

但是

勇气用在错的选择

自信变成自大

一样一辈子失败

如果

我有过人的勇气

如果

我有自信

会相信自己的能力

我好多好多的梦想

我可能都能实现

可能这些梦想

有天也能实现

如果

如果

只是如果。

还好

老天眷顾我

给我一点好运气

让我18年来

遇到好人

遇到好事

至少我觉得我生活非常幸福

梦想

我有很多很多梦想

现在

我头脑最大的梦想

就是出国留学

到一个没人认识我的地方

开始新的生活

生命很短

不是吗

如果每天都过着同样的生活

那不是只能体验一种乐趣

我不想这样

我要过千百种生活

这个梦

来了又去

去了又来

我明白自己的实力

不如说我没有自信

这个梦

到未来也会是个梦

我常在想

能在ENGLAND的某个角落

最好是我最喜欢的LONDON

某个晚上

刚下完雪

全世界白白的

街边的商店挂满了五颜六色的灯

播着圣诞节的歌

我一个人

穿着厚厚的冷衣

坐在一个路灯下的长椅

听着自己喜欢的歌

看着一本没看完的书

旁边有着一杯暖暖的茶

这个感觉是不是很棒！

真的希望这个不是梦想

有一天它真的能实现

如果不能去那里

我也会离开jb

至少到这个国家的哪个角落

开始我的新生活

哈哈哈

我知道

就是UKM啦

我记得我们的约定

躺着床上

和小刘聊天

小刘问我

如果有3个愿望

我会许什么

我说

第一

嫁给Robert Pattinson

第二

嫁给Jeremy Sumpter

第三

嫁给他们俩个

哈哈哈哈哈

小刘直接说我是小女生

看一部戏就爱上一个人

GILIE.!

后来小刘今天

早上为了叫醒我

喊了

Jeremy来找你了！

哈哈哈哈

我有醒

只是不是因为这个醒

我才没那么爱发白日梦

对不对！

哈哈哈

“Things have been tough lately for dreamers. 

They say dreaming is dead, 

no one does it anymore. 

It’s not dead it’s just that it’s been forgotten, 

removed from our language. 

Nobody teaches it so nobody knows it exists. 

The dreamer is banished to obscurity. 

By dreaming, every day.

Dreaming with our hands and dreaming with our minds.

Our planet is facing the greatest problems it’s ever faced, ever. 

So whatever you do,

 don’t be bored, 

this is absolutely the most exciting time we could have possibly hoped to be alive. 

And things are just starting.”

omg,

PETER PAN!

hahahaha

i can't believe they filmed this bed time story to a love story!

but still is a really great movie !!!!!

the Peter Pan
Jeremy Sumpter.

is super duper, 

no words can describe how cute he was

in this movie.

he was my prince charming 

when i was 9. 

he has the most beautiful smile ever.

* melt......*  :))))

now, he is 24

and HANDSOME DAO....!!!!!!

ok

listen people

i don't care 

you should watch this movie!

you must!

letters to Juliet!

it's a really sweet movie.

"'What' and ‘if’ two words as nonthreatening as words come.

 But put them together side-by-side

 and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: 

‘What if?'...

watching water for elephants right now.

another movie starring by Robert Pattinson.

i love the way he smiles

he dazzles me :))))

have i found you?

or lost you?

when i first saw this earpiece

i was like 

OMG so cute lahhh....!!!

can i buy this ? can i buy this?

after i brought it home

and i was

hmmm...why i brought you home

i dont even have a phone!!!!! = =...

i miss my friends so much!

yeepeeeee!

yeepeeeeeee!!

guess what!

i had my math 2 paper today

without revising.

not even reading a single page

BIG APPLAUSE FOR ME!

i know i am a brave girl!

hehehehe, ty ty!

the paper today wasn't that difficult.

at least i wrote something on it.

i wonder if i can get 40 above or not!

amithaba! pray hard! amithaba!

haiz...

i am going to let miss.lim down this time.

i am soorryyy!

she's a nice teacher.

look at the disappointed look on her face..

sakit hate again....

i am totally giving up my last two papers.

great, sound like me.

give up at the last minute,

this's just so typical of me.

anyway,

i am in good mood today

if blue is a sad color

then i shall call today as Monday yellow!

pure,bright and sunny yellow.

yellow means joy and happiness.

and i like yellow!

i'm happy because

i have just finished reading midnight sun, partially

and this's the reason why i sat for my exam

without any sense of guilty.

i went through my exam with only one thing in my mind.

MIDNIGHT SUN!!!!!

i am so so so obsessed with this book

or i am sort of mad right now ?

the book was like a magnet,

keep calling me , come read me come read me!

walao! i cant focus lah..

give up!

mian qiang shi mei you xing fu de!

hahahahahahaha.....

when i reading it,

feel like i am in love.

my heart is full of love 

LOVE LOVE LOVE!

♥♥♥!!!!

wish i could found someone like him.

gentleman,cute

rich, good looking,

sweet and most important faithful.

perfect guy. :)))

but i am not her.

this is just a imaginary story.

myth. daydreaming again...

WAKE UP GIRL!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

i am going to sleep early tonight

9:00pm

just like last night.

my mum kept nagging at me.

why i didnt study for my exam 

bla bla bla.....

then i answered,

mum you know why

coz i am clever, dont have to study dddddd...!

hahahahaha !