20120519










好久没有那么迟来
写写东西说说心里话


刚和朋友出去
带着一本数学书
去了mamak档

他们已经习惯了
我的书就像我的钱包
哈哈哈哈









现在的我
在想着什么



朋友
朋友到底是什么?






是不是打声招呼
就算是朋友?

是不是在Facebook按个同意
就算是朋友?






朋友会不会
在你又困难时
不管是什么都会帮助你?


朋友会不会
在你难过时
即使过的很快乐
但是一旦看到你的眼泪
自己也会哭?








朋友
我对朋友的定义又是什么




我也不知道
我才不过18
说人生经验
很难让人相信
就连我自己也觉得自己的定义
有点年轻带点青涩







我觉得朋友
就是突然做起某件事
就会想起那位朋友



我觉得朋友
就是快乐时
想跟朋友分享



我觉得朋友
就是自己走错路时
朋友会拉你一把
但是决定不会计较



我觉得朋友
就是可以给你温暖的人
不是为了什么
简单的想跟那位朋友在一起









现在的我
朋友家人都很重要



一切感性胜任理性






所以

对于我
一旦情字
被打破
那就真的很难修复






就像哥哥
就像他
就像你





本来
是身边很重要的人



我可以对你又笑
我可以把整颗心掏出来
对你坦诚。






但是
不知道是什么
可能是给予彼此的情不够深
可能给的太多
所以
只要有点大风大浪
就分散了。






然后
可能像挽回一些什么

但是
对方却给予一点点冷淡
但是
自己的自尊却不肯低头



那我的心
就会告诉我
停手,停手






所以
我才不喜欢
人家冷冷的看我
没有笑容。
那我的笑容
也不会留给你







我以为你会是我的好朋友
可以很自由的告诉你
我的快乐伤心
可以跟你一起体验人生



但是
从你开始玩陌生游戏时
你就不再是给予温暖给我的人



我的陌生游戏
也就正式开始。








我不要你的忽冷忽热
你说
我了解你

那就坦诚点
不需要这么做








一旦
情字
有了裂缝

我开始让心城了围了高高的墙








要嘛
你就放下所有
勇敢直冲打破围墙


要嘛
你就带着所有离开












我的朋友不多
但是每个都很长久
陪伴了我很多开了伤心的日子
你们的温暖让我很感动




Friendship is like peeing on yourself
everyone can see it 
but only you can feel the warmth it brings. :)))))









0104

眼睛好累
哭了太多
那个韩国戏
太悲伤了








































can i keep a PUPPY OR a PANDA!!! 
can i keep it!!!!!!???? CAN I?

please mummy ~!!! 
please :((((








20120517



我的生命
只差一只狗就完美了。






just had a war with the M.A.T.H army.
K.O! MATH WON!

SHIT!
SHIT!
SHIT!
stupid math.






you know right 
i have an unnatural fear of bugs.



today,
i wore my shoe as usual
then, suddenly something tickled my toe.
there is something in my shoe.???
i took it off.
i looked ,very calmly down at my shoe.VRY CALMLY!
AH!!!! 
THERE IS SOMETHING IN BLACK  IN MY SHOE!!!!!
i screamed like hell.
hahahahaha! my daddy kena shocked.!!!
funny!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahhahahah!


then my dad took the bug away.

hahahaha.
my hero! muacks muacks!









fear of shoe = shoe phobia?









aunt is coming over this weekend 
yeah yeah, 
i can feel the taste of milk tea in my mouth right now.




sleeppyyyyyy.. O.O


20120516





I MISS YOU :)))






EH EH EH!
did anyone saw the super lightning last night.
i saw the spark hitting in front of my house.






ya ya, bad news again.
i just got my chemistry result.
It suck!!! KNS!


they told me the result is quite good already
at least dont have to do 3 times correction.
don't have to be so sad.
mid year ba liao ma!



but,
i know i can do better than that. :(
feel like crying.
sakit hati tau!




and now, i am one step away from my 3.OO. :(((
NOOooooooo!!!





come on la,guys.
just admit that you not studying hard enough.
don't tell me you are unlucky, you have forgotten
you have given up bla bla bla..
BuLLSHIT!
don't give excuses for your laziness.



the day we step in stpm,
we all know that we will all suffer.


SO STOP MAKING EXCUSE AND GO FOR IT!




okay,
i promise i am going to study harder next time!











i vomited last night.
the stupid weather la
makes me sick.
hot and cold and hot and suddenly cold.
mood swing. omg! the sky is having PMS! 






i just found a really cool website
literally hundreds of thousands of free books are available on that website.
yeah! i can read it without buying it!



I just download the MIDNIGHT SUN to my galaxy tab,
one of the unpublished twilight series.
this book retelling from Edward's point of view
is different from the other books in the series.


i am going to read it after mid term.
cant wait !!!!






math paper tomorrow.
math was my sweetest dream 
when i am in secondary school.
and now
math is my worse nightmare!







HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!



20120514



stomachache :(((




20120513











HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY
MAMA!
YOU'RE EVEN AWESOME UPSIDE DOWN!


I have a great mom
and i love her.







i went to a birthday party today.
wow. that rich auntie's house is so damn big
semi bungalow, at horizon hill.
i don't know the price of the house la, 
but sound like it's expensive.





my dream house! :))
i am going to stay there someday.
and design my own house.
and set up my own private mini cinema!!!!
hahahahaha. i am so excited now!
crazy liao.




and you know what!!!!
i am getting fat!!!!
i can't wear my skinny jean anymore!
OMG OMG OMG!
fat girl with small breast 
OMG OMG OMG!
i don't want to live anymore.




after that boring party,
i went to jusco AGN!
haiyo, i go there almost every Saturday!




i am craving for rocky!
lousy jusco! din't sell rocky!
since they don't sell rocky
so i brought Gap
 coated with strawberry flavor!!
wahahaha!





stress stress stress.
i love exam, 
but i hate exam ,at the same time.
no homework no tuition during the week of exams
but have to study :(((





My two weeks without my hp!
hahahaha,
i am officially a Tarzan from jungle .
i am so cool! right right!





5 more papers to go!
FIGHTING! 






god only knows why it's taken me so long to let my doubts go
you're the only one that i want.