20160909





so... it has started since yesterday
unbreakable tension is building up in FSMP
or maybe just me?


can't wait to get my ass out of this school
and finally able to do things that i want.
no more me trapping in this place





so.... it has started since yesterday
i have been staring at the screen for hours.
avoiding it as much as i can
with meaningless facebook and youtube



but hey, you can't blame me
this thing is a pain in my ass
i am proud of the activities that i have joined and organised more than my results
this world is a cruel world, we all know that
smart ass is always better than skillful person
i am not saying that i am a skillful person
i am neither a smartass nor a skillful person
worse human!



haha
one time dean list-student
nothing to be proud of, am i 
yup, not going to write this on my resume. 



20160908



had a little outburst today
almost lead to an explosion
used the wrong method to get the grumpiness in me out of my system

maybe i need to cry monthly to prevent this to happen again.

love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self control. 
where's my fruit of spirit when I need you the most!





Have a huge crush on watercolour!



I'll be still
and know you are GOD.




20160906



spotify很了解我
这样的晚上
播上了
一个我没听过的
make you feel my love 's cover








所以最近
过的还不错
没什么事发生




那天
第一天上课
大家2个月没见面
好像好久没见面

等着上课时
聊了一下
突然一些感觉涌上心痛
这个Moment突然很舍不得

原来
我还真的会想念这里的









最近发生的大事
应该就是今天了



教会的哥哥
问我和亲爱的要不要参加pre marital counseling



那天
亲爱的跟我说时
我吓到
以为这就是他的求婚


如果不是家里的女人在场
我可能笑到哭了


后来才知道
教会哥哥问的
是教会哥哥问的
不是亲爱的







今天
教会哥哥又问了
所以我们就说好吧
反正也是迟早的






然后我们就问了爸妈
问了pastor
问了兄弟姐妹
弄到我们好像下个月就结婚一样




有时候
想想

是喜欢这种认真
还没在一起前
要问问上帝
再问问父母
才问问我



现在
还没结婚
就得问问这个
再问问那个
戒指我都还没收到呢





应该就是大人的事吧
谈恋爱也不是俩个人的事了
就像电视机说的一样
结婚不是俩个人,是俩家人








如果
有一天
我说我去上结婚辅导
请大家不要恭喜先
我们俩毛都还没长完呢!














按下去的感觉
真的快乐!



台北
我们来了!