thank god it's Friday!

ponteng today.

i feel miserable.

i think i gonna be sick

i keep having bad headaches everyday.

and cant sleep at night.

and cant get out of my bed in the morning

INSOMNIA & DYSANIA!!!!!!

last tue,

i went to first aid competition as a marshal..

good experience,

learnt a lot of new things.

that reminds me so much of my secondary school days.

i miss those days

when we were still learning how to balut this and that 

I MISS LIAN, YING, HONG,& NOVIN!:(((

and,

those boys are so cute.

at first they were so serious,

but then it was so cute and funny 

see them how to calm themselves down

HAHAHAHAHA!!!

especially,

in the waiting room  

while waiting for the community section.

the room macam pasar malam!!!!

they keep calling me mom,

21 years old boys called me mom = =!

"mummy mummy,XXX...."

HAHAHAHA!

it's nice to know them.

come on,

asking for Facebook 

it doesn't mean they like me!

so please STOP SUAN ME LE LA!

exam NEXT WEEK!!

good luck to me!

can't wait for my holidays!

GENTING, WAIT FOR ME! :)))))

Big sunny day today

the weather makes me sleepy

Haiz...i am kinda blue now

Monday blue? maybe.

last day of April

April , April, April  

why time flies so fast.

mum told me

things don't always go as planned,

As we grow older, things go complicated.

cause you have you own way of thinking

so as others.

they might not listen to you.

oh god! 

how much i wish i was a bad girl

at least i can do things i like

things i want to do.

even though the rest of the world may disagree.

i have a small heart

and won't fit more than one thing.

i cant do multiple task at a time.

so please don't ask me to do this and that at a time.

everything depends on my mood.

happy=80% done

so so= 40% done

unhappy=10% done

mum said

i am a super sotong.

last week,

i forgot to bring my breakfast to school.

but i remember my bottle.

this morning,

i forgot my bottle 

but this time i remember to bring my breakfast.

see! a cureless diseases!

i am hopeless!

so don't expect too much from me,

i might let you down. 

haiyo!
why cant i have a peaceful life!

GREAT!
troubling will find me
no matter where i go!!!
trouble is a friend of mine now >.<

sorry for being such a lousy person

but what to do

this is who i am.

it's raining!

Yeahhhh!

i love staring at the rain

i donno why,

maybe i was a rain god in my past life.

hahahahaha!

i love rain rain rain....!

yesterday,

my uncle asked about my studies

he said his nieces and nephews

none of them went to STPM

cause STPM is tougher than university.

after listening to what my uncle said

WA! sure boh?

i am proud of myself then

i am proud to be a stpm student.

i am challenging myself.!!

i am tougher than anyone else.

but it's true la.

look at me!

a young girl with messy hair,

having terrible skin problem,

i look like a zombie.

STUDY LIKE NO LIFE!

no more freedom :((((

no more freedom!!!!!!!!

but u gotta work hard for it

even if you gonna feel pain right..

so i must tahan, 

for my parent and for my future.

first thing to do after stpm

gonna get myself for a haircut!

Dear Mr.M,

i am sorry for lying to you

i told you

i don't want

i don't want

i don't want

but u refuse to listen

and you gave me no choice.

i am sorry 

sososo sorry

for what i said to you

and sorry

if i hurt your feelings.

but

i hate it 

when people force me to do things i don't want to do.

and i really don't like it.

SORRY LAH!! :(((

don't feel like going to school tomorrow

but boh bian

have to pass my stupid muet pin no to teacher.

why can't the school be more attractive?

haiyoooooooo!

when a boy is in love

you can see it in his eyes

i can see it in your eyes...