I got that feeling again. 

You know, 

that heavy feeling you get,

but you just have no idea why. 

You want to say something, 

anything,

 but nothing’s coming out. 

No matter how hard you try to find the right words.

When you’re lying in bed, 

so tired but can’t sleep.

Cause you know there are only two things that would help.

And the first doesn’t give a shit anymore. 

So you just have to lie there,

and wait for the tears to come out.