shocking news received this evening,

another teacher passed away yesterday

within this short 2 months

3 of my teachers have passed away.

sound impossible to me

how can someone die so easily

but I guess this is life

and life is fragile like what he said.

death is always a sensitive word to me

I never believe in heaven

I hope there is one

I really hope there is a heaven

so that I can see my love ones again

but everytime I closed my eyes

and thought about death

it was always endless dream

dream of darkness and loneliness

dream of loss and apart

I still praying for him

I pray he will be happy in somewhere far far away

where he and his love ones can meet again.

life is fragile

cherish, my friend.

u never know when are you going to fall into the endless dream.

am going to sarawak tomorrow

I am not excited about it

not at all

not when I have tons of report needed to be hand in the next day 

and my plane is freaking early

and my eyes are weight which feel like tons