2016's resolution

TAKE A LEAP OF FAITH!

I always have this fear of crossing the longkang (drain)

I always thought that I am going to fall if I cross

because I have short legs, 

and I don't really trust myself to be able to reach the other side

so every time when I am going to cross the longkang

i will just stand there and imaging all the worse things that would happen if I cross 

okay,so I will jump and then I will surely fall

then I will break my rib bones, and crack my head, 

and stuck in the longkang in a very weird pose like those kena possessed by demon kinda pose

you know,your limbs will be twist and turn in a inhuman way

and then the skies starts to rain

and then the longkang will be full of dirty water

so the ending is either I die in hunger or drinking too much dirty water

the only way for me to cross the drain and reach my destination is

 someone gives me a hand

( thank you baby and pixies for helping me cross the drain all the times!)

or walk a bigger circle and waste my time and my life

i think

i just need to TAKE A LEAP OF FAITH!

in everything

& in HIM