今天

老板和人事部美女

在拼了命的跟我说话

如此亲切的人

我既然梅梅都回答

"ya"

我是不是有问题啊！

怎么了

怎么了

怎么了

我是嘴巴坏了吗

中学别人终是说

不用担心刘巧雯

哪里都可以做朋友

现在

越大越排挤说话

我不知道为什么

每一次看到人类

我就只是想要用我的小眼睛

静静的看着

就看着

不要说话好吗？

所以

朋友

如果我们不是很熟

而我静的像我不存在一样

并不是我不喜欢你

（也有可能我不喜欢你啦）

只是..只是..内向的病又发了

祸从口出啊

这几天

总是往外跑

新加坡真的快变成了我的家

而我的家快要变成过路的地方了

一个人

所以也不害怕

可是却佩服自己既然不害怕一个人

现在1035分的晚上

迷迷糊糊的回来了

人事部的美女说我不能回家

我还是偷偷的回家

所以把不该给出去的东西也给了

星期一就准备被骂好了

刘巧雯就不能好好听话吗

现在听着莫文蔚的慢慢喜欢你

"晚餐后的甜点就点你喜欢的吧

今晚就换你去床的右边睡吧

这次旅行我还想去上次的沙滩..."

一个人在地铁上

听着歌

看着下着雨的天空

突然

就突然的感伤起来

感觉还是一样

还是和上次在那个地方生活一样

人来人往的

高楼大厦的

闪闪发亮的店的灯

全部都是我喜欢的

可是还是感觉少了一些

少了边走边陪我大笑的朋友

 少了那个牵着我的右手然后左手喂我冰淇淋的他

还是一样

没有爱人陪伴

什么都变得暗淡了

跟亲爱的说

那啥那

看着窗外的我

好像我看着韩剧里的女主角

只可惜男主角好远

没办法跟我插肩而过

家里的女人问我

要爱情还是要面包

我说

如果很多钱

可是没有被爱

一定很悲哀

我说

如果有人爱着我

钱也用的不用愁

那么我就会很幸福了

我们一起感叹很难很难

我们还是...慢慢..慢慢...慢慢吧

找到了可以养家的工

看来晚上不睡觉听歌的时间

开始在慢慢倒数了

希望时间不会像爸爸说的一样

一眨眼就长大了

然后再眨眼就做工了

然后再眨眼就一辈子了

我真的真的很想玩疯这个世界

很想知道

这个世界的意义

明明就知道

只要答案在祂哪里

可是怎么那么懒惰了

难道我就真的不想知道祂留了什么给我吗？

谜底就在那里啊！

1251的半夜

我有点睡不着

好久好久了

好像都把这个老地方忘了

那天在整理照片时

竟然在一堆堆的文件里

看到了以前的我写到一半的小说

隔空的对亲爱的说

等我存到钱了

我就去找个小蓝车

住在里面

对着一片蓝湖

还有山脉

蓝湖继续写我的小说

现在播的歌非常轻松

The key to her heart - Reuby

The key to her heart is that she knows who you are

You come clean from the start, laying down all your cards

The key to her heart is that she loves who you are

上一篇到这一篇

已经是

我刚完成实习

到我现在当了无业人士2个月

好吧

就说

中间的6个月去哪了？

为了爱

飘洋过海去了

她们说我太YOLO

我说有点太冲动

但是真的是感动了那么一次

一个堂堂大学生

当起了什么都包到完的行政副经理

开始心里很矛盾

花了4年是做这些的吗

花了4年是这么没出息的吗

工作内容

安排人手

教训人手

检查环境

保持卫生

安抚讨人厌的顾客

写信打文件

设计菜单

预算成本

购买材料

就连厕所的toilet paper没有

老板也是第一个叫Crystal!

瞬间变成了大女超人呢

OT 120++ 小时

平均一天12小时

每天2点回到家

却可以那么开心

在那灿烂的星空

笑着冒雨骑脚车的日子

还有一群sabahan的笑声陪伴

然后最幸福的是

看着那2点不睡觉等着我的亲爱的

就这样

这一切就一天一天的过了

真的真的明白钱比不上爱

如果有了全世界的东西

最想要的却是一份最真诚的爱

就能感到真的满足

可是

说很容易

做很难

世界上太多美丽的东西了

我会不会贪心了点？

When people say

they will support your decision no matter what

because they love you

and it's true. 

感同身受

for better for worse

for living the life we want

for better us

... for no turning back this time. 

huhu...

所以正式毕业了

到了做工的时候

人生的另一个阶段

也是人生最长的阶段

到了现在

以为自己长大了

自由了

反而觉得更约束

要做什么工

都要想想别人

才可以决定

大了

又怎样呢

想要努力努力地生活着

If only someone could tell me what to do
If only you could tell me how much more do you want from me



love is blind
stupidly blinded

Our Saviour here gives eight characters of blessed people, 
which represent to us the principal graces of a Christian.



The poor in spirit are happy. 
These bring their minds to their condition, when it is a low condition. 
They are humble and lowly in their own eyes. 
They see their want, bewail their guilt, and thirst after a Redeemer. 
The kingdom of grace is of such; the kingdom of glory is for them. 



Those that mourn are happy. 
That godly sorrow which worketh true repentance, watchfulness, a humble mind, 
and continual dependence for acceptance on the mercy of God in Christ Jesus, 
with constant seeking the Holy Spirit, 
to cleanse away the remaining evil, seems here to be intended. 
Heaven is the joy of our Lord; a mountain of joy, 
to which our way is through a vale of tears. 
Such mourners shall be comforted by their God. 



The meek are happy. 
The meek are those who quietly submit to God; 
who can bear insult; are silent, or return a soft answer; 
who, in their patience, keep possession of their own souls, 
when they can scarcely keep possession of anything else. 
These meek ones are happy, even in this world. 
Meekness promotes wealth, comfort, and safety, even in this world.



Those who hunger and thirst after righteousness are happy. 
Righteousness is here put for all spiritual blessings. 
These are purchased for us by the righteousness of Christ, 
confirmed by the faithfulness of God. 
O your desires of spiritual blessings must be earnest. 
Though all desires for grace are not grace, 
yet such a desire as this, 
is a desire of God's own raising, and he will not forsake the work of his own hands. 



The merciful are happy. 
We must not only bear our own afflictions patiently, 
but we must do all we can to help those who are in misery. 
We must have compassion on the souls of others,
and help them; pity those who are in sin, and seek to snatch them as brands out of the burning. 



The pure in heart are happy; for they shall see God. 
Here holiness and happiness are fully described and put together. 
The heart must be purified by faith, and kept for God. 
Create in me such a clean heart, O God. 
None but the pure are capable of seeing God, nor would heaven be happiness to the impure. 
As God cannot endure to look upon their iniquity, so they cannot look upon his purity. 



The peace-makers are happy. 
They love, and desire, and delight in peace; and study to be quiet. 
They keep the peace that it be not broken, and recover it when it is broken. 
If the peace-makers are blessed, woe to the peace-breakers! 



Those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake are happy. 
This saying is peculiar to Christianity; and it is more largely insisted upon than any of the rest. 
Yet there is nothing in our sufferings that can merit of God; 
but God will provide that those who lose for him, 
though life itself, shall not lose by him in the end. 



Blessed Jesus! how different are thy maxims from those of men of this world! 
They call the proud happy, and admire the gay, the rich, the powerful, and the victorious. 
May we find mercy from the Lord; 
may we be owned as his children, and inherit his kingdom. 
With these enjoyments and hopes, we may cheerfully welcome low or painful circumstances.

虽然不是一个坏人

也不会斤斤计较

但有些善事

我真的很想省去

帮助别人是应该的

可是只能称得上帮助

当那个人需要帮忙

而那个人本来就懒惰

或不负责任时

那不算是在帮助了

只是简单的被利用

欺善怕恶

以大欺小

恃强欺弱

本来就是人之常情

Matthew 5:3

The meek are happy. 

The meek are those who quietly submit to God; 

who can bear insult; are silent, or return a soft answer; 

who, in their patience, keep possession of their own souls, 

when they can scarcely keep possession of anything else. 

These meek ones are happy, even in this world. 

Meekness promotes wealth, comfort, and safety, even in this world.

深深的领悟到了

要走上帝的路

真的不容易

不能反击

也不能报仇

要心甘情愿的帮忙

就要当那个弱的善的小的

不管那方的理由是什么

自己的理念一定要是正确

我帮助不是证明自己多么的善良或是上天堂

我帮助是因为上帝帮了我很多

我也想要报答祂

帮助祂制造的生命

成为别人的Blessing

那800

我真的真的给的心不甘情不愿啊

买了机票的那一霎那

原来51天都显的好久好久