First paper down

completed in the shortest time

walked out like a boss

walked out like I am an ace student

yeah, walked out like i have won the war

2 hours

screaming real loud in my head to my brain

come on ,girl, come on

produce something,ANYTHING!

even one word is enough!

exam was out of our expectation

questions was not from our slides

but in our form 6 books

den I questioned myself

how much have I remembered

none, maybe 10% at most

that's it

I spent one and a half year

learned just a tiny bit

even though I scored well in my final stpm

still I got nothing in my brain

Education shouldn't be this way

ain't education and learning be the same thing

we learn and we gain and we apply

but why

I cant remember

I am not gaining

and I am not applying 

The system is good

good in a suck way

if there is no exam

sure, we wont be studying

students like us, the un-rajin ones are definitely going to goyang kaki till graduate

but if there is exam

we study because of passing exam

but not because we want to gain

to fix the hunger for knowledge

It took me years 

to correct my mindset about school

to have the hunger for knowledge

now

I want to know

I want to gain something

I want to be wise

I want to fill my head with knowledge

and I shall apply the things I learned in my life and others as well

I can help the needy not only with my hands

and with my brain

Anyway

one down

five to go

I am desperately need to be in water 

I need to listen to the wave

I need to get wet

to get better

before that

music and grey's anatomy will do

Doctor is fun! 

why am I not taking medic!

see la

should have listen to mama

study hard and get to open up someone!